Bonsoir, tous mes beaux chéris!
It's been a few months since my last update, in which I stated that I hoped do a Hunnigan shoot soon. Here's what's going on with that:
Since around the time that I posted that journal entry, my face has broken out and stayed broken out despite all of the treatments that I've used to get the break-outs under control. Sadly, this is nothing new; my skin is very sensitive and oily and has broken out almost every month since I was about 11. It's annoying and makes me want to kick my acne in the face (only then I'd be kicking myself in the face xD).
As you can imagine, I don't want to do a shoot with a bunch of red spots and dark marks all over my face. So, until this gross mess on my face is under control, all shoots are on hold. Sorry. :\
Also: after taking into consideration the current copyright laws and my personal level of comfort, I've decided not to participate in cosplay commissions or requests. It just doesn't seem like a good idea to me.
I feel like I have so many things to do on here, including updating some old journals and posting some old art from way back in my fandom days. Part of the reason why things have backed up is the lack of time that I have available to me. The other is, well, life just isn't going well for me right now. And, to be honest, it hasn't been going well for quite some time. I feel depressed most of the time (so much that sometimes my heart races for no apparent reason), and I find it very difficult to motivate myself even to do things that I enjoy.
It's very hard, struggling with depression, but I am doing the best that I can despite my circumstances. Most days, I feel better if I stay away from the internet and read a book or watch some television.
On the bright side of things, I've decided on a cosplay name for myself: Mademoiselle Drôle
. It's a name that I tried once upon a time (a.k.a. back in my fandom days) on here but didn't feel like it fit me. So much has happened to me since then, though. At times, I feel like a completely different person. But, even though things are much harder for me now, I am happy to be the person that I am.
This entry has grown much longer than I intended it to be. xD So I'm going to end it here. If you'd like to stay in more frequent contact, here's my Facebook page
. I check that at least a few times a day. Come say hi!